I Already Had 2 Failed Relationships!?

Ito na lang ba talaga ang magiging buhay ko? Sa tuwing may nagtatanong sa akin, ang lagi kong isinasagot ay, "Heto, single pa rin!"
(Si Richard kasama ang mga matatalik na kaibigan.)

Ang pagiging adventurer ko ba talaga ang dahilan kung bakit ako single na naman? Ang una kong relasyon ay nagtagal lamang ng 5 buwan at ang pangalawa ko ay hindi man lang nagtagal ng 1 buwan. Hayz! Until now, hindi ko pa rin alam kung ano ang nangyari. Sa pagbalik ko na lang ng Manila ko malalaman ang lahat. Nandito pa kasi ako ngayon ako sa Mindoro para magbakasyon.

(Richard with close friends.)

Kapopost ko lang naman last week ng Inlove the Second Time entry ko para ipagsigawan sa lahat na nagmahal na ulit ako pero ito nga ang nangyari. Anyway, hanggang ngayon ay umaasa pa rin ako na maaayos ang gusot na nangyari sa amin. Kasi until now ay clueless ako sa mga nangyari.
(Richard with FEU friends)

I don't know, dati rati ay Baby ang tawag ko sa kanya sa text at kapag nagreply naman siya ay Richard ko ang tinatawag niya sa akin. Ang last text niya : Richard kumusta? Dami mo na palang text, now ko lang read. Busy me maghapon. Ano gawa mo?

That text was 3 days ago. 2 days ago naman ang aming 1st monthsary sana. Ewan ko pero tanga lang talaga siguro ako para itext ko siya ng Happy 1st Monthsary kahit na hindi na naman happy.
Kani-kanina lang ay may nakikipagtextmate sa akin. I asked that person kung sino ang nagbigay sa kanya ng number ko at isinagot niya ay ang pangalan ng Baby ko. Sa totoo lang, naiyak ako doon pero hindi ako masyadong nagemote kasi nanonood ako ng Liga sa Basketball dito sa amin.

Hayz! Ito na lang ba ito? I am hoping na maayos at mapag-usapan namin ito sa Manila kasi ako talaga ay nalilito. I called my Baby so many times pero wala nang sagot kahit missed calls at texts. Hirap talaga! Akala ko pa naman ay siya na ang taong pakakasalan ko... Sana pa rin!

Chocolate is said to contain phenylethylamine. The same chemical your brain produces when you fall inlove. Magchocolate na lang kaya ako para hindi masakit?

11 comments:

Hayz! Ipinost ko lang para malaman ng Baby ko ang nararamdaman ko... Ang sakit kasi talaga. Sana mabasa niya.

May 7, 2008 at 5:54 AM comment-delete

I recommend Josh Harris' I Kissed Dating Goodbye.
Get past the title. It won't stop you from having relationships. I know it will help you on this part.
I think it's P199 lang sa mga bookstores.

Jez
May 7, 2008 at 9:22 AM comment-delete

haha. okei lang kaya yun.. At least its not as painful as mine. Thank you nga pala for the tip.. hehe.. uh,is blogger like friendster? can i add Users too?

May 8, 2008 at 8:14 AM comment-delete

i already had a lot of failed relationship. fyi, ang pinakamaikli kong relationship ay 15 minutes. mantakin ba namang binawi agad. kainis yun.. hehhe.. well, ganito talaga ang buhay pag-ibig. parang sirang plaka. paulit ulit.

kung may magtanong sayo uli ng, "Kumusta lovelife mo?"

Ito isagot mo "Heto.. Self- supporting"..

Mas mabuti pag single.. kusang darating lang yang pag-ibig na yan.. :-)


www.brycebugz.com

richard
May 8, 2008 at 10:34 PM comment-delete

The failed relationships just make you stronger.

Sports: Michael Jordan Quote
Always turn a negative situation into a positive situation.

Leadership: Michael Jordan Quote
I have missed more than 9000 shots in my career. I have lost almost 300 games. On 26 occasions I have been entrusted to take the game winning shot... and missed. And I have failed over and over and over again in my life. And that is why... I succeed.

Achievements: Michael Jordan Quote
I realized that if I was going to achieve anything in life I had to be aggressive. I had to get out there and go for it... I know fear is an obstacle for some people, but it's an illusion to me.

Overcoming Failure: Michael Jordan Quote
If it turns out that my best wasn't good enough, at least I won't look back and say that I was afraid to try; failure makes me work even harder.

Overcoming Failure: Michael Jordan Quote
I've failed over and over again in my life and that is why I succeed.

May 8, 2008 at 11:43 PM comment-delete

alamin mo muna pagbalk mo ng manila. goodluck

May 9, 2008 at 5:42 AM comment-delete

@ Jez: Thanks sa advise... Try kong basahin... Hehe :) Title pa lang kasi mukhang maganda na story.

@ Emo: Ewan ko... 'Di pa kasi ako talaga makapagreact ng sobra kasi wala pa akong clue sa totoong nangyari.

@ Bryce: Ewan ko.. Grabe naman 'yun! 15mins lang?

@ Greg: Thanks for the quote. I love it!

@ Red: Sana magkita pa kami sa Manila.

May 9, 2008 at 5:55 AM comment-delete

kasama ang sakit sa pagmamahal

May 9, 2008 at 7:05 PM comment-delete

b cool richard. im asure you will find the right one for you. for now ay mag enjoy ka muna. darating din yun sayo.

rara
May 10, 2008 at 5:13 AM comment-delete

It's not actually a novel or any other fictional work. It's like a self-help and devotional book na rin.

Jez
May 10, 2008 at 1:12 PM comment-delete

richard, ganyan talaga ang adventure. ganyan din ang buhay. ganyan din ang lovelife.

May 11, 2008 at 5:49 AM comment-delete