Nasaan ba talaga si Happiness?


Somebody asked me a while ago: "Happy ka ba Kuya?"
I told her: "Yes, happy ako!"

Pero doubtful siya the way I stared at her at syempre alam niya ang kalagayan ko ngayon. Well, maybe I am not and I am just pretending to be happy.

Sino ba namang tanga magiging happy sa kalagayan ko ngayon? Well, at least I can find happiness and I can still manage to smile kahit na alam ko na sobrang hirap ng katayuan ko. Humuhugot na lang ako ng happiness sa Mommy ko at sa mga taong nagmamahal sa akin.

Kahit sa mga simpleng poem na ginagawa ko, happiness na 'yun at sa mga texts na sinesend ko sa mga friends ko, happiness na 'yun. Ayoko nang maghanap sa mga taong wala nang magagawa sa akin habang buhay.

Masama ba 'yun?
Ipakita sa lahat ng tao
na masaya ako kahit deep
inside down na down na ako?

Totally now, sobrang dwon ako pero hangga't maari, pinakikita ko sa mga taong nagmamahal sa akin na kaya ko sa kabila ng mga hindi magagandang balita at mga sinasabi sa akin. I am pretending to be okey kahit obvious na hindi talaga.

May mga tao kasing akala nila alam na nila ang lahat. Gusto ko nang manahimik at kalimutan ang lahat kahit pa gaano sila naging kaimportante sa buhay ko. At sana hanggang kamatayan, dalhin ko ang kalimutan sila. Sana!

Hinahanap ko ba si happiness? Hindi naman! Title lang 'yan. Happiness - 'yan ang mga taong nagmamahal sa akin at mahal na mahal ko rin. Wala na akong ineexpect pang iba! Wala na!

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9 comments:

Rikki Hir - kua i do believe na happy ka naman... di ka lang kontento... i mean.. kahit naman ako e. if youll put it that way lahat ng tao or atleast karamihan di masaya...

Sometimes being happy is hard to achieve kasi may mga taong may 7 out of ten rizon to be happy pero tingin ng tingin sa 3 rason para ma down sila.

im not judging you naman... pero im just saying that... i think you should be more positive. HAPPY KA!!! wala nang deep inside down ka. Focus more on what you have, what you achieve, friends you gained at kung anu at sino ka ngaun. and youll have no rizon to be unhappy anymore. kasi totoo lang, most guy your age could've never done what you accomplished :D so SMILE LANG :D HAPPY KA AKO NAGSASABI SAU :D

Anonymous
January 25, 2011 at 10:58 AM comment-delete

Rikki Hir - kua i do believe na happy ka naman... di ka lang kontento... i mean.. kahit naman ako e. if youll put it that way lahat ng tao or atleast karamihan di masaya...

Sometimes being happy is hard to achieve kasi may mga taong may 7 out of ten rizon to be happy pero tingin ng tingin sa 3 rason para ma down sila.

im not judging you naman... pero im just saying that... i think you should be more positive. HAPPY KA!!! wala nang deep inside down ka. Focus more on what you have, what you achieve, friends you gained at kung anu at sino ka ngaun. and youll have no rizon to be unhappy anymore. kasi totoo lang, most guy your age could've never done what you accomplished :D so SMILE LANG :D HAPPY KA AKO NAGSASABI SAU :D

Anonymous
January 25, 2011 at 10:58 AM comment-delete

Stay happy kahit may mga problema. Maraming nagmamahal sayo maniwala ka. Kaya mo yang lampasan.

January 25, 2011 at 2:52 PM comment-delete

Nasa puso mu. Dmu mahahanap kht san o kht kanino. Nsa puso mu un..even if the world is cryn but if ur heart is happy.u wil be happy, no matter what...so make a choice to activate it.wink.

January 25, 2011 at 8:01 PM comment-delete

Thanks Rikki! Waaaah! Speechlesss...

Goyo and Naidz : Salamat ng marami!

January 28, 2011 at 5:10 AM comment-delete

gnun n b tlg kahirap buhay mo?
all you can do is whine and complain

Anonymous
January 28, 2011 at 5:44 PM comment-delete

nasa ating puso ang kaligayahan..

February 2, 2011 at 12:18 AM comment-delete

hapiness daw depends on us..so choose to think that u have many reasons to be happy..

ur a good guy :) and ur loved :)

AJ
April 3, 2011 at 2:10 AM comment-delete

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AJ
April 3, 2011 at 2:19 AM comment-delete