It's my Birthday!

Nakadalawang countdown posts ako before my birthday. 'Yung una ay ang 7 days before my birthday at 'yung sumunod ay ang 2 days before my birthday.

And today, birthday ko na.... No excitement, no happiness! Just NR (No reaction). I want to make this day sa regular day. I still need to be thankful at least buhay pa ako and that's it. This isn't special anymore. 'Yun lang!

I thought, something will happen yesterday pero nawala lahat ng hopes ko. Hindi dapat ako nag-eexpect kasi alam ko sa sarili ko na wala nang mangyayari. I just need to accept that plans change and people change.

Thanks for those people na nakaalala ng birthday ko. I appreciate it a lot! Salamat!

What I want today?

I don't need surprises...

I just want to be alone...

I want to be alone...

All alone!

I am so much in pain right now...